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As a teenager, I subscribed to the notion that one should "retire" (read: celebrate life) in his twenties so he could learn from the world less encumbered by material trappings and only then should he settle in to adulthood. The world may be a more compassionate place. This, I believe, is true luxury. I am now in my forties.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Dolly Sods

There really isn't much to a camping trip. I wake up to the first sunlight, eat a hearty breakfast cooked on the little camp stove, go for a fabulous walk along plateaus or down into plush river valleys, and relax with some friends around a campfire. We tell stories in between long quiet trances within our own thoughts as we pass along this preserved countryside. City time ceases to exist. For a moment, I can retune to nature.


West Virginia!!

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Oprah Style School Reform

Last week I watched my first episode of Oprah from start to finish. The topic was education and the founder of Facebook was donating $100 million to the Newark public schools. The New Jersey Governor and Mayor of Newark were there speaking about education reform. The public system needs it. As always, in political rhetoric, the core of the problem is ignored and popular talking points are repeated. Yes, there are some horrible teachers protected by the unions. The vast majority of teachers are dedicated professionals and they deserve to have job security. Schools are often underfunded and lack important supplies. There is a lot of mismanagement of money in how schools are heated and cooled, unnecessary job positions created to manage the yearly trends in data, teaching techniques, and protocols that get discarded well before they can realistically be implemented. There is a huge amount of money spent on standardized tests and the companies that produce them and money spent on remedial programs for the same set of students each year. The Oprah show felt good, but missed the point.

I've taught in the NYC public schools for 6 years. While I think it is wonderful that this money is being put towards education. There is one HUGE aspect of education that is always avoided, ignored, or otherwise forgotten. The need for student accountability is omitted. The only criteria for a student to pass the 6th or 7th grade is if they score a 2 out of 4 on either the math or literacy standardized tests. They can fail every class, curse out teachers, skip classes, and get in regular fights without impunity. If they score above a 1, they move on. Students in high school can fail a class and can attend summer school. If they fail that, they can stay after school for a couple weeks and get the credit. If they skip that, there is a weekend school. Each step is less rigorous for passing so schools can move students along, because schools are graded largely on passing percentage. Education should be a right AND a privilege. Teacher should be protected but bad teachers need to be let go. Parents should be much more involved. Students should continue to earn their education NOT just receive it.

Sunday, April 04, 2010

Waiting!

I know what is supposed to happen. I read some books. I asked my mom, my sisters, and some friends about pregnancy, birthing, and where I fit into that mix. I am a biology teacher for crying out loud. I got the science of the whole thing down. I know what hormones are supposed to get released at what time during labor. I can diagram how the baby usually moves down the birth canal. I can describe how the contractions prepare the uterus for delivery. I understand pretty well how the different interventions disrupt the miraculous natural flow and begin a cascade effect to a more medicalized birth. I also know that if used appropriately and conscientiously, interventions are life-saving discoveries of modern medicine. I even witnessed a home-birth while living in Utah. I know a lot. I feel confident, though I can't grasp this so common unknown: becoming a parent.

Intellectually, I got it. Everything else is a complete mystery, and I loved it. I look in delight at my beautiful wife as she takes her long walks, struggles to turn from side to side during the night, pauses to smile at me, or transforms from her big belly nightgown garb into a stunning outfit upon leaving the house. I am in awe of how seamless this 9 month transition is toward her becoming a mother. She is anxious and ready. Her body somehow knows what to do.

I am the intimate, expecting bystander; a third-party advocate clearing a path and hoping to make her as secure and comfortable in their process. This dance that has been happening for millenniums. I can not feel the movement of baby inside her womb or her aches as he moves to find comfort. She regularly talks with baby because they already know each other; they have grown together. I am anxiously waiting to meet him, to see him, for him to become tangible. I want to feel whatever that feeling is when parents say, "We have a baby."


Friday, January 22, 2010

School Reform?

I heard an interesting, and frustratingly colossal blunder in the work to improve our schools. The NYC Board of Education was getting close to instituting a policy to block the use of cell phones (and other electronic devices) in schools. The cell phone companies blocked the policy because of potential lost revenue. Not, mind you, revenue for the schools, but revenue for the cell phone companies. The short term money interests of a few corporate entities trump the integrity of the already challenged learning environment of 1.2 million students. Thanks Bloomy. I'm late on this because it was a secret.

As if concentrating in class was hard enough before the onset of cellular technology. I am sure of the fact that my grades diminished when there was a hot girl in class. If I had constant text contact with all of my friends, I would not have heard a word of what was happening in class, because I would have been waiting for the next piece of important, useless, information about some girl or news of where we were going to get alcohol next. Think about it. How easy would it be to be coerced to skip out on the next class?

Parents should be outraged. The basic hope or premise of education is to provide a sanctuary for children to concentrate and develop a foundation of critical math, language, logistic skills so that when they do grow up they can better understand and analyze how to utilize the technology in constructive ways. To borrow Thomas Friedman's phase, students who are "continuously partially present" will not build those core skills. Don't worry. They'll have plenty of time to text, Facebook, chat, tweet, talk, or whatever else comes down the pipe next with there friends beyond school hours. Especially given that jobs for teenagers are a rarity. There is nothing worse than telling a kid to get off the phone and hearing the excuse, "I am talking with my mom." That's even worse. I can understand a child not getting it, but the parents. Then when I speak with the parents they are surprised that their child is on the phone!

If they only realized the many consequences of acquiescing to this short-sighted whim of corporate America. Teachers lose an element of control in the classroom due to many more distractions. Teachers and administers compromise the ability to triage during the event of an emergency, because while they are attending to issues in order of imminent importance and then making contacts with a clear message of what happened and what was being done, the kids called mom, who, with her partial story, called some other person, and now what was probably minor incident has potentially turned into a pr nightmare. In addition, students don't develop the ability to sustain in-depth conversations, to write in-depth analysis of learned material, because they missed a large portion of what was presented and then they can't shut out everything and focus on completing the task. More and more assignments that I received are half-assed at best. In order for politicians to appear to be improving the system, they lower the standards and further dumb down the tests. My SATs were already dumbed down from my parents!

Should the school system build in more technology into the curriculum? Absolutely. Instead, the ever reactive, rather than proactive, system says that teachers should use multiple learning styles and cooperative learning to entice students to learn. Sure. Those methodologies have there place in the classroom, but shouldn't the system try to eliminate as many obstacles as possible. This way, we are not reduced to trying to trick students as they sit through a mandated subject regents class with their sidekick, cell phone and mp3 players vibrating in their pockets.